Day: July 20
Song: Strangest Times, by Jon Brion
Meal: Dessert- (A big slice of) Frozen Key Lime Pie
Admission: Ugh. I'm in a bad mood. I was in a bad mood yesterday, which made me not care about posting on time, which makes me mad and in a bad mood today. Work was rough. And that set off a chain reaction of negative thinking-- don't really want to rehash it all, but it's the usual seed that's always nesting in my brain, ready to set itself on fire and spread when given the chance. Basically that I'm predisposed for failure, that I don't have any ideas, etc. It sucked. Luckily I'm blessed with people in my life who swoop in, sensing that I'm not all ok, and help snap me out of it and piece me back together. It's amazing how one's own brain can be so defeating. I just need to be stronger and not let my first instinct by "nope, ya can't". What a waste, you know?
Picture from my drive, when I think the most.
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